I just saw my psychiatrist today.
He said I was doing fine.
But right now, I realized that I'm not.
I realized that I'm alone.
I said that I don't need anyone.
When in fact, I need someone.
I have Shyla, I also have Fini.
But I'm alone.
I'm all alone.
I have enough to overdose again.
No one will miss me if I do.
In the end I'll just be a fragment of a memory.
Or maybe I won't be remembered at all.
I just want to erase my existence.
I don't want to live anymore.
I'm so tired of it.
I honestly have no faith in humanity and life anymore.
I just don't.
I have no one to wipe off my tears, just a shaky finger that wants to stop.
I just don't want to live anymore.
I'm so tired of being patient and trying.
....just so tired of it all.
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